Venky's Greycells

Electrical engineer interested in the issues relating to the Software IT Healthcare web 2.0 personal experiences from meditation to the current affairs.

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Electrical Engineer from Guindy transitioned to code in Oracle and Java.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Listening to the songs of "Autographs" gives me nostalgic experiences of the childhood. The songs are enchanting and thought provoking. I never thought that you can provide your experiences in such a realistic manner that you would remember your childhood. This is something new and kept my interest all along. Cheran has a great talent and successfully depicted on the screen.
The other movie that lit up my thoughts was from Parthiban's "Azagi" which brought tears to my eyes.

Nowadays, I feel as if I have no motivation and am questioning my own existence. Things are not going well around me here and not at all optimistic of the changes. But I am pulling on/surviving just to keep my head above the debt waters. Part of the problem is that I do not know what I need to do. You will experience these situations when you are in the cross roads and it is very critical of the path you choose. Either you will make it or you will be broke. Fear of losing the battle is overwhelming and therefore I would not be willing to take that risk. But as they say without any risk you should be expect good returns. The greater the risk the bigger the return but at the same time if you lose you would suffer dearly. Current job pays well and so what if it lacks motivation, who cares!

There is something I am reading right now "Digital Fortress" by Dan Brown. This is excellent and I have not completed but am reading through the night and kind of red eyed when I wake up in the morning. It is about an encryption which cannot be broken by the best code breaking computer in the world. Kept my interest so far. We will see how it will go next.

Struggling to get some money for funding my MBA. Any thoughts.

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